I can't take it anymore! I absolutely am done!! I finally thought all the stress was over and I could finally enjoy the end of the year, but what do I get? MORE stress?!? More homework?! And MORE high blood sugars than I've ever had in my 6 months being Diabetic!
The night time shot seems to hurt worse every night. My body hurts so much from all the shots, and I bruise in those places quite often. People who happen to be in or come into the office at school when im taking insulin shots gasp at me like I'm a freak, and I can barely sleep anymore. I've been taking my insulin, and sometimes I even overdo it, thinking at least I will be low later, not high, but I'm still high anyway! Why has the insulin failed me all the sudden?
I only have 2 good friends who talk to me anymore and I mean REALLY talk to me. They understand what I'm going through. To top the cake, I'm having troubles at home too. My parents are always bad mouthing each other and my mom says she can't even stand my step dad anymore. Therefore, I may find myself going through a second divorce in my small family. Why does life suck in every category all at once all the sudden? What happened to the good ole days where everyone, including myself, was happy, healthy, not arguing? What happened to my perfect blood sugars?
I know I sound over dramatic, like a spoiled brat. And I know I may have wasted your time having anyone here read my rant but it's how I feel right now, and I'm just sick and tired of it all. I couldn't hold it in any longer! So I had to say something. It's not like anyone else will care, and besides I hate physically talking to people about my feelings.
I still love my life, but I hate what's going on in it right now! :'(