today, i was talking to someone and they randomly asked me out of nowhere if i could have have sugar. that didnt bug me. i told them i could. but some people are just really thick skulled and you cant get something through their head. we had an argument for about that for a good 5 minutes where we basically kept saying "yes i can." "no, you cant. your a diabetic. diabetics cant have sugar."
thats not what is bugging me. it shouldnt bug me, but it is.
he said to me after our little arguement that if i took enough insulin i'd be cured and free of diabetes. i found it hard to keep my comment to myself. i wanted to tell him that thats a lie and it cure me. nicely of course! but it came out like RUN! ANGRY MELANIE! RUNNN! lol. not exactly like that, but i raised my voice to him. "if insulin could cure me, thwn i'd be free of this disease be now. but no! its not a cure. it helps keep me alive."