I feel for you!! Being a diabetic is rough. However, I like to think that we got this disease because we’re the ones who can handle it best. It’s definitely not fair, but think about all the other stuff we could have on our plate. At least diabetes is somewhat manageable.
It might help to focus less on the amount of sugar in packaged foods and focus more on eating low carb, healthy meals. For example, a well-seasoned chicken and veggies can be pretty decent!
Hope you’re doing well, and if you need to talk, I’m here!